Updated 2 years ago
Introduction
by Apollo Love
-drumroll please-
NOW PRESENTING….
THE WINNERS OF “THE MOST TOXIC INFLUENCERS OF 2020” AWARD!!
These are the faces that have collectively spread COVID misinformation, promoted Qanon conspiracies, made fun of the LGBT community, have sexual assault charges, made fun of poor people, promoted toxic masculinity, supported Donald Trump and praised him as some sort of savior. Yes, the same former President who fanned the flames of racism, sexism, xenophobia, and hatred and has 26 sexual assault cases. Yet this is the egomaniac who these frauds in the “conscious” community put it all on the line for. And history will remember them for supporting this tyrant.
Accountability is important, so they can live or die by their choices.
After all, the irresponsibility of these people likely led to people’s deaths. Or at the very least radicalized them down a dark path.
This group has collectively created hatred, white supremacy, and sexism, all while showing us that the New Cage/Right Wing crossover is actually full of entitled fame-seeking narcissists and “life coaches” who profit off your insecurities.
Stop commodifying people’s unresolved trauma to satisfy your guru complex!
These COVID-deniers claim that they are “pro-human connection” but it’s as long as they’re the ones getting their needs met, even at the cost of others. They don’t care that their actions have prolonged this pandemic and have kept 100’s of millions of other people from experiencing that same human connection (such as the elderly or immunocompromised). The same connection that people in New Zealand and Australia now get to experience.
They don’t care that the pandemic has disproportionately impacted people of color. We see a bunch of privileged colonizing white Americans spreading COVID and killing the elderly in Mexico because apparently, Tulum is the new “spiritual hot spot” to party.
Now I know that I have been doing a lot of writing on this topic lately, and will be attacked by a bunch of New Age Trumpsters, which is fine. They desperately need to defend their reality so no matter what I say, I’m going to be the “angry projecting bad guy” and these people below are the “lightworker heroes” of this made-up revolution. This post isn’t for them. It’s for those who have felt disheartened at the level of selfishness and ignorance we have seen this past year.
It’s important for people to know that the perspectives that I am sharing are not coming from the outside looking in.
For example, out of this collective below:
- I interviewed JP Sears, and Kevin Ororsz in-person.
- I lived with and did all the marketing for Amber Sears in Costa Rica.
- I flew to Thailand and shot a documentary with one. And even officiated one of their weddings.
So I have actually spent time with some of these people and have seen things behind the scenes (and now publicly during COVID) – that I could no longer be silent about, even if it means being hated by them and their followers. If anyone has a problem with me, I’m quite easy to find and not scared of confrontation. This isn’t about me. I will be disappearing and turning social media off very soon anyway. Literally don’t care what crap gets spewed about me.
But I’ll help out anyway:
I myself will confess that one of the reasons that I can spot their narcissistic behaviors is because I was guilty of some of the same behaviors myself. I am a flawed human being as well, and I’ve said and done hurtful things too. I have done repair work where I can. So all of this is to say that I’m not “above” anyone and I’m not trying to be. But I’m also not trying to sell you overpriced retreats and coaching packages either.
I no longer care about my image, ego, and ‘brand name’.
You can’t tear down somebody who doesn’t want to be held up so go ahead. I’m not writing this for attention.
So why am I?
Due to my life and career experience, I felt that I had a unique perspective and understand the celebrity/influencer psychology a bit more than most. Not just from being on a few reality shows myself and seeing how money and fame can change people, but also from my direct interactions with many of these folks.
To give you some background on my experiences:
I have sat with spiritual leaders like Deepak Chopra, Alex Grey, Esther Hicks, Bashar, Arianna Huffington, and Marianne Williamson, as well as celebrities like Lady Gaga, Willow and Jaden Smith, Daymond John, Janet Jackson, and Russell Simmons. Heck, Donald Trump’s daughter even tweeted my work for some strange reason. I was also one of the last people to interview Charles Manson before he died, so I also have some insight on sociopaths.
And no, this isn’t just to randomly name-drop. It’s to share what I’ve learned about these people who so many demonize for being successful or well-known.
What I’ve learned is that the ones who you think may be grounded are oftentimes full of the most ego. And the ones who you would assume are full of ego, were actually the most humble in real life (such as Lady Gaga surprisingly).
People seek fame for different reasons. And you may be surprised at how different people are behind the scenes and what their actual intentions are. But I digress. The real point is:
With great power comes great responsibility.
And the following people all used their power to promote themselves and fear-based conspiracy theories at the cost of human life. These people have had the audacity to compare wearing a mask to actual SLAVERY. My great grandfather was hung by a rope in front of his entire family, for fighting against oppression. So if you think wearing a mask while you grocery shop for a year is SLAVERY, you are ignorant and privileged.
For starters. Let’s be clear. These people are NOT infectious disease specialists. They are not doctors or scientists or psychologists. They are regular people who are so full of themselves that they think their non-scientific “opinions” are worth more than the millions of experts who have dedicated their entire lives to their fields of study. They believe that they’re more intelligent than the rest of humanity, all while parroting random things they read on the Internet. But I guarantee if someone they loved had a medical emergency, they’d be the first to call an ambulance and go to a “mainstream” hospital full of “establishment” doctors and trust actual surgeons.
This may surprise them, but not every single thing that is mainstream is bad and not every single thing that is “alternative” is good. There are literally millions of people that work in the mainstream and alternative medical and scientific communities. Millions of independent journalists, doctors, and researchers from hundreds of different countries. They’re not all “out to get you”. Some of them actually care and are doing amazing work to progress humanity, all while being attacked by uneducated trolls.
It’s a classic Good Vs Evil story plot in their own schizophrenic imaginations.
“They” (the boogeyman in power) are the bad guys and “we” (the lightworkers) are the saviors – here to usher in a ‘new era of christ consciousness’….since we are special and all.
It is no different than any other religion in its self-righteousness; kinda like how Christians believe their way is the only way and how Jews believe they’re the chosen ones (On second thought, let’s not mention this particular group to them. We don’t want to trigger the Anti-Semitic beliefs that are behind their New World Order fears). #oops Don’t say the words “Dr. Fauci”!
Random Fun Fact: Hitler used similar New Age mysticism to spread his beliefs. Google: “Nazi Hippies“
And never mind if what we say has been debunked, not peer-reviewed, or researched. Never mind that it’s only in our tiny little circles and completely disconnected from reality. Never mind that we call people sheep for trusting experts, and not random Youtubers.
What we say is the TRUTH and not a “belief” system at all…..We are definitely not cultish or being hypocrites by acting even more controlling, dominating, and aggressive than the very people we criticize.
Give us a break “conscious bros”. We see through your bullshit.
With that said, let us now introduce the winners of the 2020 awards! (You can scroll down if you’d like to skip the details and read more commentary)
Alex Jones
This Trump-Nazi got left by his wife for being abusive to her and his children, racked up a DUI, and attacked all the parents who lost their little babies in the Sandy Hook shooting. He is the biggest fear-monger of them all and his psyops campaign is credited for getting Trump elected.
I worked with him when I ran a large raw food festival and he had sexual accusation assaults back then (from the event) – and has had many more since. His entire claim to fame was stealing a book written by an Armenian author on health and sticking his name to it. He now believes that Trump is a gift sent from God and that we should all worship him and even be violent to protect him if it comes down to it. He’s always been a con-man making money selling other people’s things. He’s a predator who preys on young women who are new to spirituality.
Mikki Willis
Former model.
The attention-seeking film editor who conned the entire world with the manipulatively-edited PLANDEMIC movie that claimed that COVID is “magically activated” by the mere act of wearing a mask.
I mention this in all my recent writings for all the COVID-deniers.
If a virus has a 1 % death rate but is super contagious, then it’s actually more DEADLY than a virus that has a 20% death rate but isn’t contagious at all. And these people have ZERO empathy for the elderly, the immunocompromised, or for the millions of people who are becoming long-haulers and are suffering from long-term damage.
JP Sears
This failed life coach’s claim to fame was the spiritual community until he threw them under the bus in exchange for far-right wing supporters. The epitome of spiritual white privilege and rampant ignorance. Amber and he both got RAN out of Costa Rica after they made fun of all the locals. You can read my full takedown on him here.
Amber Sears
Back when she was Amber Zuckswert, I actually lived with her in Costa Rica, helped her with her retreats, and did her social media marketing. There was so much hypocrisy behind the scenes that I could barely stomach it. She was Amber Zuckerswert of Epic Life back then….before she met JP. She was broke and told several people that her plan was to use JP to further her own career and wasn’t even attracted to him. But at the time….She pretended she was successful on social media, but was only able to live in Costa Rica because she ran a rental scam in California. She would talk about eating healthy on social media all while privately struggling with an eating disorder. She would talk about healthy relationships on social media, all while she and her last partner were physically violent and hit each other regularly. She was super abusive to her staff as well. But if you pay her $2000, she can teach you how to live a healthy life! And this isn’t to shame her personal situations, but rather to call out the hypocrisy of people charging others to learn what they themselves don’t practice.
At the end of her retreats, she would then upsell people who are in a vulnerable state to join her in the jungle for an Ayahuasca ceremony (even though she had zero training in ceremonies or trauma). Several people didn’t even know what it was and she just told them it’s medicine and will heal all their life problems. Instead, she left several people completely traumatized, including this person.
THE JP SEARS CHEERLEADERS: Jordan Maurice Bowditch, Alexa Martinez, Alexi Panos, Preston Smiles, and Kevin Orosz
…who is a self-proclaimed God and “Lightworker”. At the very least, he is a trust fund baby who is a master word manipulator and spiritual bypasser. Kevin considers the Me-Too Movement and Black Lives Matter as “call-out culture” and attacks them. This is how manipulative his beliefs are. It’s not “call out” when it’s the truth. It’s simply the truth. And the truth is that the ‘conscious bros’ – who I must say fit the college ‘bro’ vibe quite well LAUGHED at COVID victims.
They posted group photos of themselves maskless with a hundred people saying “See. No social distancing!”
After the Mystic Misfits predictably caught COVID, they posted videos pretty much saying “I spread COVID and I have no regrets! I live in a different reality than you all!”
They bragged about hugging dozens of people and spreading it. And after receiving over a thousand negative comments on his post, the anti-censorship crew……deleted it. And blocked people. Which of course is their right.
But Hey! That’s “censorship” bro!
Or is it only censorship when your fake dangerous misinformation gets fact-checked?
Elliott Hulse: He went from inspirational to the epitome of toxic masculinity. His posts in 2020 were all about “The Future Is Masculine”. And that women should be subservient to men. He bashes transgender people as well. He and his mini-me Yahya Bakkar both promote Qanon conspiracies related to COVID and are Trump-worshippers.
Tony Robbins
After berating a rape victim suggesting that it was her fault, Tony himself got accused of sexual assault by several women. I instantly dropped out of his training program when I found out. Shortly after, he was doing in-person events during the pandemic and downplaying COVID, comparing it to the flu (just like JP Sears did)
Bizzie Gold
for promoting Qanon nonsense and claiming to have insight on the “agenda” by the secret global elite. Like really? They’re so elite and secretive, yet YOU know their big plans? Like who are you?
Dr.* Joe Dispenza
Mac Hinelf: “*Chiropractor. While chiropractors may be really good at cracking your back – I still remember that blissful moment that a guy cracked my back, who had learned the highly prized technique from an accredited chiropractor in about 2 minutes – let’s be real. While some of them are probably very fine people (ahem) they are simply people who wanted the doctor lifestyle/respect but didn’t have the grades/MCAT to get into med school, and worse, much more likely to be antivaxxers.
You may remember him in What the Bleep Do We Know? I really liked most of this film, kind of like I liked JP Sears before went psycho.
Joe makes the list for victim-blaming COVID patients by associating catching or dying from the virus with “your vibration”. Typical spiritual-bypassing New Age BS.
It’s only a matter of time before someone starts walking up to these Law of Attraction people, slapping them in the face, and then asking them “Why did you attract this into your experience?”
Bernhard Guenther
for sharing the most INSANE Qanon bullshit to his followers praising Trump as a hero and pretending that he’s some warrior of light and that this is a ‘divine battle’. This dude may be all the evidence you need that people in the new age community need some serious therapy. Only a narcissist like him would feel “proud” of making this list.
P.S. If anyone responds to this post, which the CIA and I have secretly embedded with nanotechnology, you will be stuck in 3D forever and will never transcend to 5D!!
So warning: proceed with caution 😉
P.S. This is called sarcasm.
The reason why conspiracy theories are at an all time high is BECAUSE YOU’RE FUCKING SCARED AND TOO AFRAID TO ADMIT IT. It’s because human psychology needs to hold on to a sense of ‘certainty’ during uncertain times that they’d rather believe in completely made up theories by psy-ops / trolls / possibly some by bored teenagers – then to sit in the unknown and accept that they ultimately don’t have any control.
Let’s not forget David Icke for his Lizard-People nonsense. The recent Nashville Bombing was committed by one of his followers and none of his predictions have come true.
And last but not least: Screw it. Let’s throw in myself, Apollo Love – for promoting call-out culture and cancel culture, even though he’s been an asshole in the past just as much as all these people!
And that concludes our Award Show! Have a good night folks!
Commentary
Stop following these frauds.
They only care about making money off of people’s insecurities and having their egos worshipped. They surround themselves only with others who think like them. That’s why they’re now in the New Age/Right Wing emotional jerk circle over at Parler, where they can have their uneducated and hateful views validated by others in a tiny dark corner of the Internet.
Want to hear the CRAZIEST conspiracy?
What if things are actually closer to be what they appear to be than think? Crazy right? I mean….What if ALL of these technologies and social structures that we currently uses are actually quite new?
What if I told you that 99% of human existence looked absolutely nothing like it does today?
Because it DIDN’T. It’s barely been a few decades that we’ve even had the Internet.
The mythological stories and ideas that are spreading today are no different than the religious stories that spread back in the day, except they are done faster and manipulated and edited content. We are all falling for the same human psychological trap.
If you REALLY think that there is a secret mission to kill humans or control them through a vaccine, want to hear a super-simple plan for doing so?
Create something like COVID and give people a few years to get vaccinated. And then release a super deadly mutation of it that kills 100% of the people who don’t have a vaccine. That way you get rid of everybody who is “resisting” the new world order and you’re only left with the sheep! DONE! Pretty simple huh? See how easy it would be to get rid of you?
I hope the Illuminati doesn’t kill me for exposing their plan 😉
But NO. That’s not happening!
Because nobody is trying to kill you off, so stop living in psychosis and paranoia.
So while you freaked about 3g on your 2g phone and then freaked out about 4g on your 3g phone – and now freak out about 5g on your 4g phone. Let’s not get distracted from the fact that the WORLD IS FLAT!!!! lol
Watch how these abusers will gaslight those who speak out. Watch how they’ll call the people who speak out as being “in their wounds”. Watch how they’ll default to “he’s just angry and projecting”. Watch how they’ll desperately go to their followers to self-soothe. Watch how they’ll blame shift and bring up stuff about me as a way to discredit their actions.
Watch how they’ll spiritually bypass, criticize, position themselves as experts, and use language to emotionally manipulate people to position themselves above them, and talk about how others are just broken and wounded. They’ll display toxic positivity. And deny all of this.
Watch how they’ll attack cancel-culture when it’s actually about canceling the behavior, not the people. You know who never gets canceled? Regular folks who aren’t trying to scam people for money.
Why don’t they call it cancel culture when they are “canceling” all doctors, scientists, media members, Bill Gates etc. They literally “cancel” millions of people that they’ve never met and know nothing about and spread rumors about them online, but they don’t call that behavior toxic. The truth is that they are JUST as judgemental, but they just cover it up with abusive spiritual language.
How come there is such a huge crossover in traits here:
Trump Supporters, Narcissistic Abusers, Ignorance, Arrogance, Fear-Mongering, Calling People Sheep, Making Fun of and Bullying Others, Screaming Again Censorship while they themselves censor others, Hyper Toxic Masculinity.
Want to escape the New Cage cult and get real healing?
Sign up for my course for only $5,000 and I’ll show you how!
Just kidding 🙂
It’s really this simple:
-Stop following ‘leaders’ and ‘influencers’
-Stop giving your power away
-Start reading books on actual psychology and trauma
-Start seeking professional therapy
-Try even creating a new Facebook page and start following people who are actual experts in their fields (doctors, scientists, psychologists, grounded spiritual teachers, etc). You may be surprised at the kind of conversations the rest of the world, outside of the cognitive dissonant bubble that New Agers live in, are having.
There isn’t a single thing that they can teach you that you can’t learn on your own, and you don’t have to pay $1000’s of dollars for it. Most of it is just regurgitated advice repackaged. These people make a living by making you feel special (but only if you pay of course). Want to know why they all live in places like Bali? Because the dollar goes further in other countries, and it allows them to pretend that they’re more successful than they actually are.
I want to be clear here: This is not bashing all beliefs within the community. I love meditation, philosophy, psychology, shadow work, natural and alternative approaches, etc. This is more about the misbalance and abuse of these practices.
They are projecting what they themselves are doing. That’s why JP Sears has become the worst version of what he used to make fun of. Because it was the unresolved part of himself that was there the whole time. It’s why they tell you that “They” are promoting fear, all while they themselves are promoting fear.
I believe the reason that my article How Covid Exposed New Age Narcissism went viral this week is because so many other people are now “awakening” to these fake “awakeners” and have been feeling the same thing lately.
It’s just Eastern Spirituality white-washed with influencers selling you a fake life on an exotic beach somewhere.
Do your inner work instead.
It’ll cost you a lot less and do a lot more for you in the long run.
Want to see how EASY it is to trick people that you’re a guru?
I highly recommend watching the documentary Kūmāré.
And follow the Conspirituality Podcast while you’re at it.
P.S.
Qanon has been wrong in every single prediction. Trump is no longer President. No celebrity pedophile ring was brought down. And no celebrity or Democrat has been arrested for drinking children’s blood.
Your savior only succeeded in one thing:
Exposing gullible racist fools like you to the rest of society.
You have been exposed.
Now go find a new community to scam.
I’m out.
-Agent Smith [Apollo Love] 😂
